a name like yours

Every time I go to write
Your face floods my mind
Like the most bitter storm
That brings the sweetest hardship
like a bedded garden, kept sweetest with a patch of roses
With thorns that inject with the most confusing venom
That I simply can't resist..

A popular name like yours is of course everywhere
And im stuck in the lurching air
Looking down at the world at a distorted angle
Where all I can see is a shellfish angel
That used to be us
But now causes nothing but death, and destruction
We've became what we vowed to never be
A renewed couple of strangers, with minds full of things not worth saying