Forever and Ever and Never

Who am I trying to fool?
No doubt,
That you would ever reveal yourself to me...

You are a very traditional woman, with very conservative views and beliefs.
While I am a very liberal man with open thoughts and unrestrained feelings,
You see the strength of my resolve,
But also the weakness of my desires,
For I bend to your will.

I will desire you until the end of time,
But you will forever be my Sangreal,
Deep down I have known this to be true.

At first I believed,
If I could prove my love for you,
Then your heart would be mine,
But the answer is Never.

Then I thought,
If I could show you how the risks of discovery,
Are far outweighed by the passion we would share.
But the answer is Never.

I wonder,
How much longer can I go on?
How often can I be rejected?
What else might I do to release your love for me?

The answer I have discovered,
Is hidden -
Hidden in one of the many mysteries,
That is you.

So, I keep searching,
Cause the prize is not one night of passion,
Or some conquest - Never.
The prize I long for,
Is your Forever and Ever.

As time passes,
I reflect and realize,
That your heart,
Is not won in battle,
Or displayed for all to see - Never.

Your heart is a gift,
Freely given with your love,
And once given,
It is Forever and Ever.

So I surrender my quest,
Forsake my destiny,
As I can never possess you,
Or call you mine.

I can only admire and wish from afar,
Like gazing upon the night sky,
Wondering, what it would be like,
To hold your star Forever and Ever.
Written by longsoftkiss (LSK)
Published | Edited 9th Dec 2014
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