Not at all

No...I'm not at all angry that you stole eveything from me
My money, son he's just 6 months old
Now he'll never know who his Dad is
I'm not at all angry that your consideration
Had no consideration for me
Not the fact that I had given my litteral life for you
Not the fact that I had to grind the fine line of pain and suffering
Everytime you want to find, define and re-define signs of trust
Only to decline mine
Your minds high tides wind your pride
Into a deadly tsunami of the evil you truely speak
I'm not at all angry that you used and abused me
The foul names and the foul thangs done
In the heat of your nights
Gentle eyes looked upon me after hours
To see if I'm really asleep
Before you went out and kissed chickens
With your sacred pair of lips
Dripping and drenching
Gripping and clenching
Prior to the towel between your thighs
To soak up all the disloyalty pumped into you
Before stepping back into the petting zoo
I'm not at all angry that you lied to me consistantly
Now I dont even know what the truth is about anything
It just seems what I see is that you sieze every opportunity to get to get me to believe you love me
Like a diseaze in the trees the air you breath me makes me queasy a breeze full of locks with no keys
There was no way out of you
Im not at all angry that I was nothing to you
Now I'm nothing to me either
A piece of me not being enough to
Hold up these weak legs trodded
Through the worst terrain to get to you
This chest shot beaten and bruised
My heart the target searched
And eventually destroyed
I've been beheaded my thoughts cut off
In heated argument
I'm wrong you're right and thats the end of it all
Fuck your pushy opinions bitch
Shoving at the truth with get you knocked the fuck down
No...I'm not at all angry that you've basicly killed me
Thankyou in advance for my death...
And yours...

-LqM