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mmm. The way you eat me

mmm. The way you eat me:

It’s in your head your chosen hurt
It’s in your mind you got this of course
Fear is normal you must take a step first

Listen to what I say, don’t do what I do, listen to me I am talking… to you
They say it’s ok to talk to yourself, just don’t respond, but I have so many questions
I can’t place blame, I can only bare my shame, but who do I owe this shame to, who do I want to be
This is just the start I am at the beginning it is all up to me, I fall down but I know something, I did not
Shatter

It is in my head I can do what I set out to achieve, and no one else’s thoughts matter to me
They are not swimming with me, in this shark infested ocean
They are not here with their hand open; ready to pull me in if I were to start drowning it’s me
Why did I think of this as a competition this is where I am going
I will not stop here, I will not stop there, I will not stop anywhere, I did that before, and it’s not me
I see the sharks circling around me, I can swim this thing, I can swim
It’s all a trick of the game, see who throws in the towel the same way, but I will hold onto it thanks
I don’t care for sweat to run into my blood shot eyes, it burns silly


What does a man have to do with what I am doing, men come in so many packages, I think I want to do some exploring, I shut the door on the younger boy but he looks like a man from where I am sitting, so I go out with him have a drink what’s the worst thing that could happen, it doesn’t sound that bad right now, I see you looking at me come on over here and talk to me, yes you can by me a drink two now three, work I am just doing a few things, how about you oh really payroll and accounts wow, no it’s not that interesting, I will play along if it makes you feel happy, yes I sing how do you know, cool you can tell by the way I am talking, I will go up and sing you something, mmm you like Lana Del Rey, sure, feel like helping me breathe heavy, I got a “burning desire” is on its way, so I see you like that half the men here seem a bit at uneasy did I touch myself to much, I had to play the part all the way, poppy I would love to go back there with you, this is your club then hell ya lets go then, I have got to tell you, I came with a little cub, but I think he just found a new hook up, now I want to tell you don’t disappoint me, I like it rough, hey who am I fooling, I can see you got the right dish to serve me, with that yummy tattooed hard ass body

Wow you don’t wait, rip them, rip them off, I can’t pull them down fast… oh hell you’re a pro at this, I am oral to so I did good picking you, nope do it however you want to, uh I think I am crazy for you, your relentless at what you do, I blame norform’s poppy it keeps a girl sweet just for you to… yes lord your killing me, I am spilling over all this pinned up energy, you god fuck yes aye, aye, uh please, stop wait, stop, this is, stop, stop, you going to kill me oh God just do it already hold me if you let go I am falling mmm you’re the best at what you do I think you have some lesbian in you, When you close tonight I am going home with you


Over a dry martini, I think about the things that got me here, I can handle this
It is in my head, I can do what I set out to achieve, and no one else’s thoughts matter to me
They are not swimming with me, in this shark infested ocean
They are not here with their hand open; ready to pull me in if I were to start drowning it’s me
Why did I think of this as a competition this is where I am going
I will not stop here, I will not stop there, I will not stop anywhere, I did that before, and it’s not me
I see the sharks circling around me, I can swim this thing, I can swim
It’s all a trick of the game, see who throws in the towel the same way, but I will hold onto it thanks
I don’t care for sweat to run into my blood shot eyes, it burns silly

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