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It's not even Friday

It’s not even Friday:
I want to stay mad but you’re just a dumb man
You don’t know any better
It’s good you were nowhere near me yesterday
I may not have gotten so out of control if you were
I am not making excuses for you anymore
I had it up to here with this thing
You do it over, and over again
And it was not even Friday



Yes I am new to this thing, and I never learned how to play
When I figure it out beware of me, I will shoot directly at you I will not miss
It’s not completely a vengeance it’s just so you can feel the way I do
Then you will not do this to another girl, who deserves more from you
You will know how it hurts to feel used


You let me down, and I feel like I lost my life
This person who just makes things alright
His words are strong like he thinks with his mind
I will not jump this time, I think I learned from you
I just want you to know you’re not as special as you thought
People don’t get repulsed though some prefer I were more soft
I am just as I am, it’s not you I was wrong, I was wrong


I am new to this thing; you gave an evil name to
I cannot be like you; I know you’re nothing like me
You turn your head and let me fall
I would have never done that to you
You fooled yourself and pushed me away for the last time



I held you up, and I made you strong, I held you all night long, when I knew you needed me
You turned your head and I needed you
I can’t do this; you have some motive I am sure
Do you think this is what I needed
You cannot be this stupid
And it was not even Friday

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