The Abyss Awaits You, My Love

My heart is racing in my chest
my tongue is dry, my feet are lead
this feeling of pure dread
is circling, circling
like a starving vulture above my head

Why the fuck didn't you just
let me go?!

I'm standing on a cliff
watching the waves roll in
they're crashing against what's left of my sanity
screaming, "just jump now"

And so I bow my head and just fall!!

What were you thinking
my dearest friend?
did you just think you could use me?
you're standing just above the abyss
and I feel that your time's run out

Just the slightest push of my hand
And you will just fall!!

I'm standing on the precipice
of right and wrong
below me is the shattered land of my past
just crying out for love

You never thought I was strong
you never thought I was good enough
you never loved me,
never appreciated my heart

so as I hold you above the abyss
I give you one last kiss
before I finally let you go

I let you go