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The first episode was to funny
The first episode was to funny:
Your ugly, you will never be nothing, you see this money just look at it, I have more than your life is worth, you’re a useless whore, when you grow up I will hate you more, and all these things I tell you now just remember NO white man, will ever want you
I was just a child, I was just a kid and I believed you
I am ashamed to say it, but I still do
That scholarship haha it’s a joke they took pity on you what would you be worth to O.S.U Grand Old Opry aint trying to hear you know I won’t take you to Tennessee your keeping your ass right here with me go clean the stables horses got races you shovel that shit its bout all your worth
I was just a child, I was just a kid and I believed you
I am afraid to admit it but Uncle Ronnie I still do
Look at you I wish you knew how to were dresses like a lady is supposed to don’t touch nothing just clean up and hurry your just like your mom so fucking worthless you stink you can’t stay away from those horses you’re so ugly and damn your worthless
I believed you Aunt Jojo I did I spent my whole life hidden
I was just a kid, why did you hate me, I trusted you I am fucked now thank you
I didn’t grow up with my dad, I was stuck with the whites on mom’s side, they were the sick kind, and I can’t tell you all the reasons why, but I have some hang ups, and they play tricks with my mind, I cannot just throw away years of what I was told is true, just because I am told to
# 1 I am ugly no matter how I try to fix up the picture it is what it is (I suck it up)
#2 I should have been a boy, I was born the wrong sex (I suck it up)
#3 I will never ever be with a white man they do not like my kind (I suck it up)
#4 I do not have the talent of my family, I do not have the talent (I suck it up)
#5 I will face whatever is put before, me I will not cry I will not let my family down (I suck it up)
Please don’t make me weak, please don’t do this to me, I can’t play this game (Not my Head - get the hell away from my head) stab me, punch me, fucking hit me with your truck, don’t say that word, don’t say it to me, I can’t believe you, I can’t not that word, it is relevant to every living soul, but not mine, not me, not me, not me, Please do not make me weak, I cannot let down my family, it’s how I was raised
I am grown now and I am wild like a caged lion, I love my family even the ones who hate me, they are
Old now, they will die soon, many have already died, I didn’t cry, I was told not to
I cannot play mind games I am a brutal truth, my brothers are my safety net when I lose it, they know
Never ever say I am beautiful I will run and not look back you’re playing with my head and I can’t take
That, have many colors and races and nationalities in my blood, but the ones who raised me well let’s
Just say kkk. The first man on Americas most wanted its really funny, my uncle was hiding under
Grandma Bessie’s beds, want to talk dirty, low, abusive, and in control, want to talk deviant, and down
Right evil try being a mixed kid with these people, the older ones weren’t so bad, I have green eyes and
They say I have a tan, I was kind of cute to them, but mmm moms brother and sister, if I can be the devil
When I am mad, they were the devils parents on a good day you don’t want to know what the bad ones
Were like
I am grown now and few things get me like relationships and commitment everyone wants to control
You being confined and not able to explore and please never ever say I am beautiful I would rather
A punch in the face a chipped tooth a fucking car race maybe work together under the hood please never
Tell me that lie if you care if you’re a friend please
My brothers will be the first to tell you, don’t say I love you to her or she is beautiful to me those are
Words hurt more than a full body thrashed out acid burn
Seascape
Your ugly, you will never be nothing, you see this money just look at it, I have more than your life is worth, you’re a useless whore, when you grow up I will hate you more, and all these things I tell you now just remember NO white man, will ever want you
I was just a child, I was just a kid and I believed you
I am ashamed to say it, but I still do
That scholarship haha it’s a joke they took pity on you what would you be worth to O.S.U Grand Old Opry aint trying to hear you know I won’t take you to Tennessee your keeping your ass right here with me go clean the stables horses got races you shovel that shit its bout all your worth
I was just a child, I was just a kid and I believed you
I am afraid to admit it but Uncle Ronnie I still do
Look at you I wish you knew how to were dresses like a lady is supposed to don’t touch nothing just clean up and hurry your just like your mom so fucking worthless you stink you can’t stay away from those horses you’re so ugly and damn your worthless
I believed you Aunt Jojo I did I spent my whole life hidden
I was just a kid, why did you hate me, I trusted you I am fucked now thank you
I didn’t grow up with my dad, I was stuck with the whites on mom’s side, they were the sick kind, and I can’t tell you all the reasons why, but I have some hang ups, and they play tricks with my mind, I cannot just throw away years of what I was told is true, just because I am told to
# 1 I am ugly no matter how I try to fix up the picture it is what it is (I suck it up)
#2 I should have been a boy, I was born the wrong sex (I suck it up)
#3 I will never ever be with a white man they do not like my kind (I suck it up)
#4 I do not have the talent of my family, I do not have the talent (I suck it up)
#5 I will face whatever is put before, me I will not cry I will not let my family down (I suck it up)
Please don’t make me weak, please don’t do this to me, I can’t play this game (Not my Head - get the hell away from my head) stab me, punch me, fucking hit me with your truck, don’t say that word, don’t say it to me, I can’t believe you, I can’t not that word, it is relevant to every living soul, but not mine, not me, not me, not me, Please do not make me weak, I cannot let down my family, it’s how I was raised
I am grown now and I am wild like a caged lion, I love my family even the ones who hate me, they are
Old now, they will die soon, many have already died, I didn’t cry, I was told not to
I cannot play mind games I am a brutal truth, my brothers are my safety net when I lose it, they know
Never ever say I am beautiful I will run and not look back you’re playing with my head and I can’t take
That, have many colors and races and nationalities in my blood, but the ones who raised me well let’s
Just say kkk. The first man on Americas most wanted its really funny, my uncle was hiding under
Grandma Bessie’s beds, want to talk dirty, low, abusive, and in control, want to talk deviant, and down
Right evil try being a mixed kid with these people, the older ones weren’t so bad, I have green eyes and
They say I have a tan, I was kind of cute to them, but mmm moms brother and sister, if I can be the devil
When I am mad, they were the devils parents on a good day you don’t want to know what the bad ones
Were like
I am grown now and few things get me like relationships and commitment everyone wants to control
You being confined and not able to explore and please never ever say I am beautiful I would rather
A punch in the face a chipped tooth a fucking car race maybe work together under the hood please never
Tell me that lie if you care if you’re a friend please
My brothers will be the first to tell you, don’t say I love you to her or she is beautiful to me those are
Words hurt more than a full body thrashed out acid burn
Seascape
Published 10th Jul 2014
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