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I am going to play today

I am going to play today:
It is almost funny now, he tells me he loves me, I keep my words distant as I respond
I will not fall this time, and I will not fall again
He has no idea Friday was the end for me, I was able to see the light projected into my eyes
He has no clue that for me it does not work that way, I took back my heart and set it free
I will not abandon him, I know there are things that haunt him, but I cannot do much more
Then to just support him, I cannot let myself feel so deeply in love with him, though I care
Today I am walking across the street to the beach; I am going to take more pictures
I am going to take my bubble bath and shave, then let my brother do his magic ink on my foot
And leg, I am going to be happy and suck up all the worlds energy, I am going to get my school-
Work finished, then play with my kids, I am going to make new friends, and just enjoy being all
The crazy I am, I am going to spin in circles and then swing on the swings, I am going to slide
Down the slide and chase my daughter he has no clue that for me it does not work that way, I
Took back my heart and set it free, I keep my words distant as I respond
I will not fall this time, and I will not fall again
He has no idea Friday was the end for me, I was able to see the light projected into my eyes
He has no clue that for me it does not work that way, I took back my heart and set it free


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