Scream

Why do your eyes still pierce my defense?
I am trying to guard my soul
I am looking at things unknown to me now,
But familiar from times of ole.
That gaze you possess tears me apart.
It wounds my mind,
It hurts my heart.
But you can't see my torn subconscious.
I look at my struggle
And I feel that I've lost it.
A long battle all for nothing,
All in vain it seems.
I went in blooming and blushing
But all I can do now is scream.
I scream for all.
I scream for us.
I scream for all we were to be.
For what else is there for me to do,
But sit here, helpless, and scream for you?