Mommy

Always wanted to know why
You looked at me with such disgust 
Is it because you made me out of lust 

Is because I look just like her
The women you raped 
Then abandoned left her looking 
In laundry shoots for me 
lost In thought for the daughter she lost 
Voices of me crying in her head haunt her dreams 
My mother the victim of a wild mans 
Drunken demons 

But your one night of passion turned into a lifetime of me, always a reminder of what you did to the woman  that cared for a drunken asshole 
 
I pity her for not seeing what Everyone else seen 
You blinded her with your charm 
And then took her soul and left her bate from  her own insanity 
She can't cope she can't be fixed 
She's mindless  she's lost in thought 
Shes my mother 
And your the man I once called daddy 
never again your now evil spawn to me
 
I'm glad I look like her 
I can make you swarm 
Remind you of your evil 
With me in your life you'll always 
Remember what you did to the helpless 
Beautiful women I call mommy