Let Me Be Your Freddy Krueger

I want to hurt you so bad, I hope the memory of me kills you in your sleep. I want to be the reason you cut yourself and cry because you miss me so much. I want you to experience the hate and longing that I felt for you. I want you to fall deeply in love and get your heart shattered into a trillion pieces. I need you to be at your lowest point like where you kicked me. I want to see blood dripping from your wrists and begging me for my love as I reject you...like how you rejected me. I want to kill you but I don't want to hurt you. I want to make you suffer even though I still care for you. I want to take you to beautiful places and make lasting memories only so I can leave you at the altar and you can't go back to those places because my ghost is there. I want to kill you like you killed me. I hope I lurk in your dreams swishing my knives in suspense...like you did to me.