Breakdown

In the middle of a breakdown
And I feel so cold
Want to get out of this town
I feel so alone

Tears fall down my face
I cant cant control it
I feel like a digrace
Just want to give in

I've sunk into a dark hole
Wonder if I'll ever return
I ache down to my very soul
Not like its anyone's concern

I've lost myself somehow
Down this road
Running in circles
Where the nightmares bode

Where did I make that wrong turn?
Afraid of the outcome, I attempt to return

Will I be bitter until the very end?
Or will I emerge from this despair?
Sick of playing pretend
Want to be myself again
Do I even dare?