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Seeking Shelter in My Words

Alone is a word that can describe a feeling or a state of being. I have never felt so alone. I feel as though no one notices my feelings but constantly airs out theirs unto me. I'm the person people seek out advice from but I have no one to talk to myself. I go to bed early sometimes seeking shelter in my dreams but it's impossible. I just lay there thinking about all the people who have come into my life and have done nothing but disappoint �and, eventually, leave me. I have no idea what I've done wrong to them but they come and leave like all people do. The only constant is my family but they don't understand, they'll never understand. I want an escape in my dream world but what I find instead is broken memories and shattered souls that have intertwined with mine. Everyone of them claiming peace but creating a war within me. What did I do wrong to all of them? Is it my fault?

Why isn't there anyone there?

This isn't a poem about life or anything. This is how I honestly feel.