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Crazy

They say that its all in my head
But how can that be when I'm hurting so bad?
All that I see, all that I feel
How can they think that these arent real?

The days go by fast
The nights go by slow
How long will this last?
I just do not know

When it is black as night
I see their faces
When I flash a bright light
They vanish and leave no traces

For every minute in every day
I'm scared and alone. On my knees I pray
Awaiting my doom
And everlasting pain
In a windowless room
Im driven insane

If I close my eyes
You can not see the truth
And you can not see the lies
If I clover my ears
I can not hear the cries

The voices in my head
Say they wish I was dead
Their hateful words fill me with dread
Are they taking over me?
Can not think straight, can not see clear
To lose my mind is my greatest fear

They say that I'm crazy
Want to lock me up today
But that will not keep
The pain and monsters away

Now my fears can reach me
I have nowhere to run
They'll torment me all eternity
It can't be undone

Now darkness all around me
Can not see a thing
Being alone is the worst feeling
So I endure this torture
And wait to be set free
Waiting for someone
To come rescue me
Written by BlackCarol
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