Used

What have I done
To deserve this shunning?
I wish to run
Until it is morning

If I look back, what will I see?
Would he be chasing after me?
But im afraid, for if I do
There might be noone, it cant be true!

He love me before
Vut that is no more
Used is how I feel
Wish this was a dream, not real
And when I awaken he'll be at my door

But it's not a dream
Tears on my face gleam
you toyed with my heart
And it tore me apart

This is not the you I know
I dont understand
Feels like time's passing slow
This is not what I planned

You dont want me in your like at all?
You'll just drop me like a used tissue?
I tell you how I feel when you call
But my feelings aren't the issue
You only worry what's best for you

Could you tell me why though?
Such short time has changed your mind so
Nevermind, I honestly don't care to know

You want something different
With each passing day
My heart can not take it anymore
It's stretched too tgin to bear the pain
You've drained it to the core

I dont understand your sudden change of heart
Maybe it's best that we are to part