you didn't see

you didn't see
how much you meant to me
you pushed me away
and told me to stay
I can't love more then this
with half a heart and no kiss
you picked apart my reasons
and changed your mind like the seasons
what can a girl do?
when she still might be in love with you?
you have something no one else does
but you pushed it aside for a sexual buzz
now you want me to understand
why you pushed away my scared hand
but how can i?
when even though I understand the reason why
I never truly said goodbye
not when you could make me get so high
but what can a girl do
when she might just be in love with you
what more can a girl with half a heart
do but fall apart?