Without You

I feel so broken without you
Like a wound you keep poking.
My heart is so frail now.
Its hard for me to smile
Because there's nothing left but a frown.

Tiny voices I keep hearing,
Whispering secrets just for me
And I just can't help but wonder
Are they real?
I'm the only one they speak to
Because im the only one who listens to their cries.

My head seems so cloudy
I just can't think straight
My dreams are swirling pits of darkness
That torment me when I sleep
But when im awake,
I find that my dreams are all true.

I try to escape from myself.
Want to be someone else
Because anyone seems better than me
But its all just a wish
And I'm trapped in this horrible shell

But I don't blame you
Because I'd run from me too.
Now nothing remains but the hole
You left in my chest.
I gave you my heart
But you never gave it back.

I'm falling into an abyss of despair.
Im suffocating, running out of air
But I never die, the pain just continues.
I cant find my final peace
So I spend an enterity of restlessness without you