fucking addiction rhymes...

You are my friend when I’m all alone…there is no one there
But over these years all you brought me is pain and despair.
You selfishly pushed away everything I loved so I could be alone with you
But you’ve stolen my innocence and part of my spiritual virtue.
Now you bring me into flashbacks with nefarious whispers in my ear
I sit here grasping for the light- cowering from your shadow in grievous fear.
You keep me wanting you with false warm embrace you never failed to give
But all I ask now is my sanity back so I can breathe…I need to breathe to live.
Your dark ominous presence is too much for me to bear
Why did we even start this forbidden affair?
That bitter white powder and the rush through my veins
I swallow…too late now you've got me held by my reins.
Just one last time you always said
Just roll with me…just lay on this bed…
That beautiful glass crystal you appear to be,
She fiends so evil… she seeps out of me
Oh so very harmless and fun you seem to be at first try
Now you make my old opiate and needle addiction look like starry skies
The first time you gave me a taste you let me go…
But the second touch you granted started the show.
You always looked me straight in my eyes,
Telling me just one more time come let us get high.
This emptied out shell you have made me become,
Why did I ever dance with your deadly venom?
After three years I have decided to live clean.
Please stay silent or depart from my memories- Get out of my dreams!
You reach out to me with your tainted fingers which I no longer want
Never tempt me again, I beg you now; please go away and never come back.
Kicking this deadly addiction is all that I lack.
Let no one be deceived for your name is not Molly… Your name is mdma/meth…
I know just one more time- you will bring me my death.