Friendship

Years after years I end up alone.
Wondering what is wrong with me
Is what worries me most
The feeling always comes back
Every night how I hate everything
That comes insight.
Im mixed inside
Ready to ignite.
About to drop everyone like they're flies.
None of you understand me when im in pain
None of you have been there and that's a shame.
Done with these little fucking games.
I live in the shadow of you,
Waiting to be lifted up from this hell.
Hell of a friendship we pretend it's called.
You pretentious little bitch, you never cared about me.
I hope you rot in your filth for what you've done to me.
6 years of my life you've taken of me.
If friendship is so warm,
Fix the problem in me.