I Will Miss You, Friend

I tried to will, what won't
and no longer can endure,
as desperate as I am to be,
you know, I can't be her.
 
You'll love her every aspect,
even after close inspection,
every inch and every layer,  
every flaw and imperfection.
 
...and the both, you'll meet,
to prove so, bittersweet,
my darkest and finest hour/
biggest triumph and defeat.
 
My loving final act
and demonstrated show,
I only walk away from you,
so, you two, can say, "Hello."