For My Mother, Who Will Never See This...

My life from the start has been a lie,
your love for me was a promise.
Though when I look into your soul from your eyes,
all I see is hatred and despise.
Your voice makes me tremble,
the thought of you is bothersome.
All the time I can't agree with your mind,
I have to love you because I'm your kind.
Oh, how I wish to throw you,
but hold you as your cry.
Mother O' mother,
please let me die.
We would not get along in another life,
for we don't see eye to eye.