i see that they see no story in me

i look to the sky as the rain falls on my face
i stand here and wait for my chance to leave this place
i see the faces of people who can't handle the pain
that this place brings
they just hang their heads in shame

the shadows, they whisper into my ears
they keep me betraying the ones who come near
no one ever sees my scares and tears
and if they wish to face me
they must banish their fears

my life is to hard, to hard to forget
when you let no one in theres nothing to regret
even though the pain stays, a reminder of the decit
all these lies i keep
and things i can never share

one day my name will be written one a polished stone
no one will see it, it will remain alone
befitting of me day after day, night after night
if there actualy is heaven and hell
i'll be stuck in between

no one will even try to find somthing good to say
my soul will remain cold, hard and mean
no matter what happens i'll still be stuck
maby the next to walk my path
will have better luck

or maby no one will have to, but some one always will
for this life is a constant hefty bill
i know they all think it's not that hard of a ground
i'd like to see you roughing it
and toughinbg it

i say " you try living when you want to kill every one around"
i am a kindled heart never to be lit
nothing ever ends, love is never to be known
every thing is forgotten and abandoned
from house to horrid home