Waiting for execution

Just want to have fun.
Even if I have to travel to do so does that make me untrustworthy?
Mistakes rain only to be a sprinkling.
Somewhat aware of what awaits me when I return home.
Just a friend that screams bullshit.
You knew of this opportunity of yours way before I was erased.
Good things come out of the sweet man.
She's worried that she won't be able to live through this opportunity placed before her.