Trapped within my room..

Why can't I change the way I feel

All the problems in my life

All the pain, it still hasn't healed

I've lost three people within this year

Locked up in my room

Showing no emotion

Silent screams, I wish you could hear

A plea to be saved, as she takes her life away

My twin-self pulls the blade to my skin

The prickling sensation that makes me cringe, and cry

Just feeling this pain..

Makes me feel,  'I'm still alive'....