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A Locked Door

 
Imagination fleeting
I can't seem to fight the feeling
I'm trapped behind a locked door.
No more dreamy places to visit
I've denied my demons entrance
Whose to say they are bad?

I don't know the truth of why they exist
Or why I feel the need to fight them
I continue to delete the poems inspired by them.
I long to write as I once did
Given free passage to landscapes filled with magic
Is it wrong to love the fallen ones?

Maybe I shouldn't deny my true nature
Could be this is the key to free me
I wish I could move on from this topic
Though there are so many answers missing on this subject.
The light and the dark
What is one without the other?
I've sought to block everything out and I have
Including my voice.

Locked behind a locked door
Saddend by my self repression
Curling in, internally obsessed
Whose to say what is truly evil?
I'm made of light and dark
I revell in the night
I understand the angst,
The growing pains of the one called our enemy.

He's my brother
I know him well
I believe we were lovers, before the fall.
I remember another time
I see visions of other planes
Is it deja vu when we meet a soul and click instantly?

Or is it that time before we are remembering
Some where in our heart and mind
Knowing we are bound by a kismic love?
Locked doors, locked memory
I have this feeling I will break through
If I don't give up on writing.

Though it's true I may write shit at times
There will still be a revelation
An unveiling of truth
I will persist at trying this key and the other
Unlock this door
Free my soul, find myself.
Written by crimsin (Unveiling)
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