The truth about me

The truth about me, a lonely little girl, scared to trust, scared to feel, a mind that’s fucked up, so dark and full of anguish.  A childhood that was taken away by a witch in the dark, snatching hopes away and tearing at my heart. My mind got so fucked up and still today the torture lingers, innocent eyes replaced by ones that are open wide in disgust.
New light was shed when a hero came along and bared his sword, a father that saved me from hurt and cut off all ties with that pathetic excuse of a women, love was restored a happy ending or so I thought.
My outlook on the world had changed , I didn’t want to see the light , I wanted to hide , away from everyone , I wanted to free myself from .. Me, I no longer wanted this life, and so my downfall rose back from the ashes. A mind that had been damaged , scars bared on my arms , I felt so fragile and weak but a friend helped and brought me back to life , brought me out of the pool of darkness and dread that I had been drowning in.
Things looked bright when I met a boy who I fell for, the first boy I had ever told that I loved. He charmed me and made me so happy , my eyes widening in delight when I got to speak to him , the hope of one day being with him , in his embrace , his love to protect and shield me from the world , yeah right … he broke my heart and I lost faith , I lost a lot when he fucked with my feelings , I sank , all dreams of happiness forgotten , the blade making its way back , stabbing me in the heart that had burnt out.  
Still today I feel on edge and worry about the past, scared that things will come back to haunt me. I’m learning to trust again and be happy. Things are ending and hopefully it will set me free so I can move on.
I love my family and everyone who is there for me and there is now a special person who I hold close to my heart. He is all I have ever wanted and I found him :3, baby you know who you are and you have been through a lot, and I’m always here for you whenever you need me, I love you more than anything and you’re perfect, I hope one day we can meet because with you, I have found true happiness, I love you.