unknown

i have pain so deep you'll never see
i locked it away and hid the key
if i ever really could share it
you wouldent look ar me the same i swear it
i've see things i shouldenthave to see
but the only one who ever knew was me
i faked a a smile everyday
for i could'ent stand for you to see me this way
i buried my emotions deep inside my soul
it's this hate this hate i have that keeps me whole
if i truely showed you whats inside
id run away fast and quickly hide
no matter where i go these feelings stay inside
its like and eternal torture that never dies
these voices that fill my head
telling me im beter of dead
this pain of liveing hurts my heart
should i ended it from the start?
its like when i get home i take my mask off
faking happiness is nearly an impossible task
but some how i manged to get by
going through everyday about to cry
one day maybe it will be ok
but of course that day is not today
how much blood should i shed?
before im laying on the floor dead
will this pain ever go away
maybe tommorrow but not today