awaken to this pain

i awake every morning to tears
to the memories of the past
you left with out warning
you were taken from me with out notice
im sorry that i did what i did
i pushed you away
i made you take your own life
i wake every day knowing that i hurt you
i wake every day knowing ill never get you back
im sorry for what i did
im sorry for everything
i wake thinking its only a dream
i wake hoping its nothing but a nightmare
i wake hoping to feel your warmth beside me
your arms around me
every night i go to bed just to

awaken to this pain...