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My Glorius Soul
A gift bestowed unto me
Upon my birth
With the essence of life
That I believed was the
Only time I was worthy of such a gift
Before life through pain, abuse and shame
Withered away the gratitude and delight
Felt within and replaced it with anger
And feelings of desertion and betrayal
Too young to know better
Inexperienced of a more wondrous world
I mocked with temper and
Challenged you with heated lexis to
Take it back and
Release me from the pain
Of burden and disdain
Your infinite wisdom knows no bounds
Instead bestowing enlightenment and
I turned the corner to another point of view
With journeys and angels
That opened my narrowed sight
Happiness a stranger to me
Came and filled this hole
It flourished and with it appreciation
Once again for the glorious gift and
The essence of my life given and
The knowledge that I am worthy once again
To have this infinite soul
That I cherish and
Angels to keep me strong and happy
(C) 2014 XMAR82 all Rights Reserved
Upon my birth
With the essence of life
That I believed was the
Only time I was worthy of such a gift
Before life through pain, abuse and shame
Withered away the gratitude and delight
Felt within and replaced it with anger
And feelings of desertion and betrayal
Too young to know better
Inexperienced of a more wondrous world
I mocked with temper and
Challenged you with heated lexis to
Take it back and
Release me from the pain
Of burden and disdain
Your infinite wisdom knows no bounds
Instead bestowing enlightenment and
I turned the corner to another point of view
With journeys and angels
That opened my narrowed sight
Happiness a stranger to me
Came and filled this hole
It flourished and with it appreciation
Once again for the glorious gift and
The essence of my life given and
The knowledge that I am worthy once again
To have this infinite soul
That I cherish and
Angels to keep me strong and happy
(C) 2014 XMAR82 all Rights Reserved
Published 22nd Apr 2014
| Edited 3rd Feb 2017
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24th Apr 2014 00:38am
25th Apr 2014 7:08pm
Thank you I appreciate that very much. I was feeling kind of happy to be alive at the time I wrote it. That hasn't changed.
27th Apr 2014 1:04pm
Great write!
This path you take was destined for you by God
whose angels shall keep you steadfast
because you were one
to be able to put away hatred to find beauty.
You deserve it more than most of us.
This path you take was destined for you by God
whose angels shall keep you steadfast
because you were one
to be able to put away hatred to find beauty.
You deserve it more than most of us.
28th Apr 2014 10:45pm
Yes the hatred is gone but confusion of what took place and why it was allowed to happen has taken it's place. It took me years to get here though.
Thank you for that.
Thank you for that.
1st May 2014 4:12am
1st May 2014 10:52pm
21st May 2014 5:14am
Cool write - these words are a gift -
Happiness a stranger to me
Came and filled this hole
Happiness a stranger to me
Came and filled this hole
21st May 2014 10:44pm
Thank you and it was that way as happiness breathed it's glorious life back into my soul. Glad you enjoyed it.
