Feeling Lost

Feeling lost has no cost. It's like trying to think
before you blink. Most of the time It's hard to take.
Breaks you down makes you feel broke I can say that's
no joke. You have no appetite everything you see looks
like night. It's hard to remember so very intense not
knowing what to do it makes no sense. You want to flee
and say farewell but it feels like your under a spell.
Guess it's better then hell,all you want is relief you
just stare in disbelief. Knowing things will never change
you will always have the same name. Everything is blurry
no faith within someday soon guilt will sit in. It's
hard to fight when all you see is night.