SIN

never thought        
i could love this,      
want this,      
being caught up,      
it would feel so unbearable        
to let go.      
       
i want him      
this sin is unlike      
anything i've ever tasted before.      
       
is this even possible?      
       
me!      
me who's been the victim      
for so long...      
       
now i'm so deep        
in
loving this      
sin.......      
       
i must have fallen asleep        
on a nights pill      
or maybe  
it was just a drink      
       
ether way      
it decayed so quickly on the tongue        
of me.....        
       
i must have been out cold      
for awhile        
because all        
i could remember      
waking up to      
was the stench        
    of      
 decomposed blood      
hollow walls      
dark rooms        
squeaky floors      
and the essence of death  
surrounding me,  
 
then...
 i felt him...          
as every hair  
on the back of my neck stood still      
i became strangely      
 aroused.......      
        
he grabbed me from behind        
and quickly slipped his finger      
so deep within me      
as he whispered        
tauntingly to my ear,...      
       
"LET"      
ME      
IN........      
       
       
i must have been holding my breath      
for as long as i could,      
because i had climaxed all over his finger      
 as i exhaled........        
       
my nipples became stone hard      
my body dripping wet      
from anxiety        
or maybe it was just the        
thrill of the moment      
       
i was terrified!    
 i was,        
but i loved it!!!!