Who I am ( the Long version part one)

this is the story of an eighteen year old girl

My Mother was eighteen when she had me
her a frisky blue eyed blonde with a mean father to boot
then she met an Indian Gypsy boy with a bow he liked to shoot
he father forbid he to see him, called him trash
but she chose him over her fathers words cruel as a whiplash
but jealous the Indian Gypsy boy turned out to be
but before their relationship fell apart they had my brother and me
and with a baby on her back she went to school
but the devils drink turned my young father into a fool
so many fights and the constant hate churned
that out their fateful love soon burned
their love was weak and lust filled actions soon lead
party's lead to other party's but somehow she fed
two little mouths along with her families love and help
her Dad died soon after my brother was born
leaving the young mother grieving, lost and forlorn
to drugs and overbearing men was the path she chose to walk
and she backed up the way she used to talk
she was the baddest girl in town, the one everyone knew
she was The Witch, The Bitch, The Mother Of The Wild Two
she married a dealer named Gordy and man was that dude mean
meanest man for the longest time the little me had ever seen
I can't tell you details of the life I lead under that man
nor would I if my brain said that I actually can
as I grew I learned the way of my mother
and our way of life is like no other
Honesty no matter the cost is what I began to believe
and when a friend is in trouble back them up, never leave
Life was a battle and a struggle to boot
and even though I don't know my father well I sure know how to shoot