"The Great Exploration of the Senses," (Chemically Induced).

Ah, four hours into this
euphoric rush and I'm
wondering if its reached
its half-life but I think it's
just entered into the
seventh-inning stretch
and catching its second
wind...

My head is spinning and
I've already begun hallucinating

No little blue man don't walk off
of the end of my lit cigarette...
For one you'll burn your feet but
then you'll plummet into the
darkened abyss...

But he doesn't; he continues to
forward on his way and when he
reaches the end, he defies gravity
and then disappears into thin air

14 days, 12 hours a day its been
this way: sleep deprivation has
become my own acquaintance
and daemon at my side

My weight is waining because the
chemical is feasting on all the
nutrients that I need to survive...

But I crave it, I need it like a breath
of life
To feel it course through my being
and make me feel alive

This journey on this mountainside
is blowing my mind...
I swallowed it only a half hour ago
but it feels like the wind has blown
through my soul and released it into
the atmosphere so that I'm at one
with all

The clouds now appear in 3-d and
hi-def and I can't express the place
that I've entered into but I have a
suspicious feeling, I'm not alone

And this party I'm at surrounded by
hundreds where I find myself invited
to by the ones giving out little blue
pills seems surreal

And as we sit in a circle in the dark
room with nothing on, (not even clothes,
just towels wrapped around the waists
of both men and women), but strobe lights
flashing on and off to the beats of
the hypnotic music, I discover myself
to be surrounded by participants that
say if we rub and caress and blow here
and there, it will take you into a place
that is neither, here nor there...

A Neverland where the sensations are
tense: and I willing follow giving into
every urge and whim

God how the bodies were entwined in
grand orgiastic explorations and we
all succomed to every desire was sated