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JUST LIVING

Just living to make ends meet, every year that I live is another year of the same old life compete, its kind of predictable to see what may come by, 2012 is born I’m stuck between passion and benefits beadily drawing me in eye,
I’m at a point, a point in a just living my life line, earn what I can as a fake teacher not qualified by all means just to survive, yet the children is what gives me the passion to still feel alive, as it’s not always about money, To what makes you feel worthy, when living your own Qualification of honouring life,
Will I fail, all will I continue my faith and realise, there has to be an opportunity that can open the door to a new rainbow surprise, as surly I’m worth more than a lost blown leaf! Not knowing which tree gave it the first breath of natures mind,
I’m sure I’m worth to be given a chance to experience, when debts and boredom are a long lost thought, how many years does it have to be, that my life seem like I’m never going to be free, when I have so much potential, The 30 Questions can back me completely,
I’m lost but easily can be found, I try each day to fit in, to what makes the story to how to fit in to the life pattern crowd, as sometimes I feel like a visitor, on this overwhelming world domination home ground,
Where ever I go people seem to recognise that my energy is expandable greater than anyone can know, as I know it in myself, in how I can relate, to how I can make a difference without high lighting my own fate, no! I don’t hold a formal degree, that fits in with the expectancy to feel worthy of me, I’m naturally a heart Teacher, So please don’t wrap that demoralisation, upon my human individual credentials to be!
I need a constant supply of money, not just piggybank amounts here and there, as I barley reach £200 a week, to help me move from the nest to spread my wings and feel complete, now life come on and be fair, reach out and blow me out my mind saying, Hey Tim, Congratulations you’re there!  
I need the universes financial contribution, to start earning a decent foundation, to build my empire to create my own exploration; I’ve spent almost 9 years with this constant desperation! Please give me my key to my freedom, yes finally point taken in, in-depth Realization!
I’m Just living, as I’m deprived of my independence, as is not fair to take my stress out and dishonour, my unique mother and father, when I’m becoming  mature in dependence,
Yet the realization states in my Pisces human case, as I reach 32 years old I’m realising a new pace,  that for all the family, friends witness their eyes can see , when I’m on top then negativity fall off the constant seems like maybe they judging me, So yes anger manifest next, to try and fix me!
Just living as I feel backed up in the corner, so I use my own gifts to create peace, love to balance order; I employ THC to become my PA, as this is how I pass time in the systems limited slave mentality, creating my own alchemy, tetra healing stage placed prestige, while inventing herbal remedies,
I’m just living, as its demanding trying to take control and delegate my own gateway,
I call upon God for a miracle, that can reach beyond my imagination intellect DNA display,
So till 2020 be the years that will fulfill all my needs, yes after that I get to settle with my own family, for what in life so far I have achieved, I am proud to say my prayer came true,  Projectangel rule my leadership succeed.
Written by 7hEAVEN
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