Four. Years. On.

Such a lifetime ago, feeling like yesterday
U were here beside me, astride me, inside me
Loving me... In that way only u could, will ever do
How I long for you again, most minutes, most hours
Nothing. Will. Ever. Live. Up.

How does someone reconcile such separation?
Least of all me, least of all when it’s you
With my whole being, every cell, every pore
Every breath, every inch of my soul
I. Miss. You.

The moon, your favourite, is now ever more special
It speaks to me in my darkest nights, omnipresent
Crescent for that night, and your crooked smile
Half for my heart without u, full for my heart of you
All. Of. You.

The sea. God, the sea. Stirs something in me
Sadness when it’s calm, Terror when it rages
Rages like my being for you. Drowning my hopes
Suffocating our unspoken promise
It. Took. You. Away.

AngelEyes... U always were to me
Little did I know you'd live it up to be my Angel
Do u look over me? Do u protect me?
Do u judge me? Do u speak to me?
Where. Are. You. Now.