Existing

My Morning Comes,
The Sun Failing To Break Through,
Lethargy Building Up Over Me,
Wanting To Hide Away,
Sleep Through The Day..
Get Up For What?
Leave Me Alone,
If I Don’t Move
Then No One Will Know..
 
I’m Hiding Away,
I Just Can’t Move,
My Arms And Legs
Feeling Like Lead Balloons,
So Fuckin Heavy,
This Day Sucks I Hate It,
I Hate You For Not Seeing It,
My Disease Ridden Body,
Lay Festering In My Pit..
 
When’s My Day Over?
How Much More To Endure?
Why Can’t It End Now?
Whys There No Cure?              
I Hate It Here,
Instead Of Being
Incarcerated,
Entombed,
Trapped,
In This Lifeless Shell,
Why Can’t I Move
Get Out Of This Hell..
 
A Transfer,
A Swap,
An Exchange,
A Body,
A Mind,
For A Change,
But Knowing My Luck,
I Guess That I’m Stuck,
With This Worthless
Constitution I’m In...