Bitter Love

Anger that is so intense,
Nothing seems to make any sense,
There is unbelievable pain resting in my gut,
Seems there is no possible way out of this rut,
Great, another day I must have to endure,
I will manage to somehow fuck it up for sure,
I cannot handle this much longer,
Everything happens all at once, making my emotions come on so much stronger,
Why is it that I cannot find a love that is true,
Why is good men these days becoming so few,
Loneliness sinks into my beating heart that sits inside my chest,
absolutely no desire for living today, someone please step in and take care of the rest,
I am not sure I can handle another test,
Life is just to much for me,
I just wish that someone could finally see,
That dead is where I wish to be!