Fading from home

Im ready to go
To leave this place
Oklahoma
is boring
Colorado
at least he is there
I miss him
Wishing we were together
I hate it
But I would love you
I want
You for eternity
I cant
have you though
No matter
The love... you will never
I see
The windows closing
On this
Thing we called love
Opening a door
Only for hurting
Baby listen
It isnt that I dont
I would
Love to have the fantasy
Living together
Having a family
All of the above
But seeing
you in pictures isnt enough
I dont
want to wait to see you
Or feel alone
When I cant talk to you
But thats
love for me i guees
Your....
Different.... simple
But I
make it terrible
so clingy and complicated
I do not know
How someone could love someone
like me
But baby
Stay tonight
Like you are never going to leave
Come home to me
And dont let me see
Happiness fills me
and Kills me all at the same time
Do not leave the distance
Do not leave the mystery which our
Relationship holds
Just do not leave..... me....