My Mistakes

Mistakes,
Mistakes,
Mistakes.
We are only human after all.

I've made lots of mistakes in my life,
but this one I have a hard time coming to grips with.
I want to get out of it,
but I don't want to hurt you.

Mistakes.
How can you not make them?
But how do you not let it eat you up from the inside out?
I don't know why I do this,
but I seem to make the same mistake over and over again.

I get into relationships.
One's I can't finish.
One's where it'll always be unfair.

My mistake was letting the boundary be crossed.
The boundary between the hero,
and the one she saves.
I never wanted this to happen,
but like every other time I let it happen anyway.

I saved you from your destruction,
but I had not intentions
on being the one who destroys you next.
I don't want to be that person,
but somehow I always end up being it.

The mistake as always was letting you fall for me.
I liked you,
but I knew as hero
you can't really fall in love
with the one's you save.

I had no intentions on dating you.
I had no intentions of you falling in love with me,
and saying the three unspeakable words.
I no intentions it would be this hard to put things right.
I had no intentions of letting things gets this bad.

The biggest mistakes are always the deadliest.
You say you are use to everyone leaving you,
and being left alone.
You remind me of me before I became a hero.
You talk about your ex's all the time.
I try and help you,
but you're to far below me.

This relationship reminds of another.
One where I had to cut the string.
The person was to deep in darkness,
While I was to high in light.
You can't be in love with someone
who doesn't want to be saved.

I can't be in love with you because I don't love you.
Not all hero's are meant to fall in love,
But if this is true
than I am no spider-man.
I'm not allowed to fall in love with Mary-Jane.

My mistake was saving you.
I should of let someone else do it.
My mistake was saying I'm spider-man.
My mistake was saying I was waiting for Mary-Jane,
when I was truly waiting for a romeo.
My mistake was letting history repeat itself.
My mistake was not being honest
with you about how I truly felt.