ALexis......Lives....Again   (from the Dark Side of Erotica)

What a captivating dark erotic beautiful Fire!!! masterful inking I can just hear Alexis sultry seductive voice in my mind :) much love Crim

Thank You My LovelY Crim....
ALexis is alive and well in my soul

Thank you for reading



XOXO
Fire

Awesome ink Ms. Firebyrd!!
I enjoyed the read!
PEN ON!!!!


Sir Lancelott

Hey Lance How are you! Hope all is well
thank you for the Pen Praise my friend!



XOXO
FIre

So in the first 3 days of an Orthodox Hebrew baby's life, they aren't given a name. In order to fool the Angel of Death. But even in the first 3 days of life a whole lot of spirit can grow.

Exposing her wantoness to me...
Mixed with flashes ...of
The men from my past...
Who hurt me...
Beat me...
Manipulated me...

Stole...from me


All the episodes that didn't get squared on the spot? Cold or warm, just done and permanent? They more than linger. Every writer plays with pregnant pauses. I like to expound on a pause, because I believe a whole universe is formed whenever two people can communicate with only eye contact. Every moment, worlds are born.

In most of your work is the recurring motifs of Earthen Justice, Balance. There is much gold in your golden rule. And apparently there was no forgiveness during your pregnant pauses for the two legged vermin.

As I fight blacking out
I can hear her Red High Heels
Click click clacking
Across the floor ...
Of my Mind...

Kandi is Earthen and calm, a stone-faced Queen. But Alexis paces, an animal in a holding tank.

Alot of power must have been born in all those spirit-growing moments before she revealed her name to you. Your piece runs deep. It tingles me. I wish it brought peace instead, but it warms me. Fine work, Queen Kandi.

As I look at the date on the bottle...
She whispers to me...
"Oh, I forgot to tell you,we stopped taking those ol things
months ago"

Now a fresh wave of Panic... and excitement
floods through me....
As thoughts ...
Deep Dark.... and Nasty pour through me


I caught the hook the third read around. Alters, walk-ins, spiritual symbiotes don't just live in pain. Physiologically the neural paths that get molded from repeating the same pattern of emotion end up firing on their own. "Neurons that fire together wire together." is what it says in textbooks, but in my neighborhood they said it as "Why you keep going back to those same good-for-nothing men?" That's source split.

You're not a quitter or a moper though. Which means, while I cannot purport to be a mind-reader, I presume from our connection and your daily history you've shared that when the flash-back moments come around, so does Alexis.

'Stead of bitching about how the awful shit went down, there's the jam session, the strategy meeting. So far, a reasonable series of events.

Back to the science of it though: If you run your strategy mind while your heart is reminding you of what happened and the past is repeating then your fused-together neural paths grow new offshoots. Literally your pain feeds Alexis and your actual grey matter increases its functioning ability.

Driven by conflict? Motivated to solve it simple? You said yourself you had a Ph.D. in Street Smart-Ollegy-- "She Da' Boss"

Wonder if your other was the professor? Anyways, increased neural functions often inspire new cell growth. The brain never stops growing.

This is part of why schizophrenic or psychotic and depressed patients who seemed to cure themselves have been known to forget their Lithium for weeks at a time, and just shine.