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dry land bad poetry
real men need only food water and love
but I whittled that down
to food
water
and liquor
then
two weeks back
decided to knock the drinking for a month
after one too many quiet talks from people who give a shit
so stopped
just to prove ‘em wrong
cos I’m a prick like that
but three days in
my skin crawling
stomach shitting liquid
eyes sunk back in to my head
and riding an angry dark hole where my laughter used to be
I knew the fucker’s must be right
had to go somewhere quiet and own that truth
went down by the river
sat
let my feet trail in the water
and kicked ‘em like when I was a boy
lifted my head
looked around at my grey grey world
not a break in the cloud of it
and spoke aloud to myself
“I think we got it wrong brother
I think we never had control”
never been sure
why I talk to myself that way for the big talks
but always hope one of those voices
stays sane
stood up
still stone-faced empty and dull
walked back through the trees to the truck
another hour down
not opening a bottle of anything
being sober 2 weeks feels like bad poetry;
no fuckin 'point
no fuckin' end
but I whittled that down
to food
water
and liquor
then
two weeks back
decided to knock the drinking for a month
after one too many quiet talks from people who give a shit
so stopped
just to prove ‘em wrong
cos I’m a prick like that
but three days in
my skin crawling
stomach shitting liquid
eyes sunk back in to my head
and riding an angry dark hole where my laughter used to be
I knew the fucker’s must be right
had to go somewhere quiet and own that truth
went down by the river
sat
let my feet trail in the water
and kicked ‘em like when I was a boy
lifted my head
looked around at my grey grey world
not a break in the cloud of it
and spoke aloud to myself
“I think we got it wrong brother
I think we never had control”
never been sure
why I talk to myself that way for the big talks
but always hope one of those voices
stays sane
stood up
still stone-faced empty and dull
walked back through the trees to the truck
another hour down
not opening a bottle of anything
being sober 2 weeks feels like bad poetry;
no fuckin 'point
no fuckin' end
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Re: dry land bad poetry
24th Feb 2014 1:14am
Hemi I think this is a brave and honest write.. I applaud your ability and will to face life without the drink.. I've yet to master more than three days sober and p.s. I've never seen you write bad poetry.. with respect Crim
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re: Re: dry land bad poetry
24th Feb 2014 2:05am
Ah Crim, the hell you haven't, but pretty of you to say :-)
No bravery here...just keeping on doing it :-)
Good on you my dear.
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No bravery here...just keeping on doing it :-)
Good on you my dear.
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Re: dry land bad poetry
24th Feb 2014 1:21am
sounds about right good sir, the third day.. fair play man, most don't make it past that
dunno about the philosophy of the first line but it makes for a good hook. I think the meat and potatoes of ithe write is solid enough, there's no stanza that stands out as weak or surplus.
"I think we got it wrong brother" that's a helluvan admission to accept in private let alone jot down, hat tip
I'll not mention the ammount of I's because I'm glad they slipped through the net
I find it hard to make suggestions on your work because you cover all your bases, this one is no exception.
[ I found the first couple of weeks sobriety to unleash a flood of thoughts and emotions that had been supressed by substances, had I known at the time jotting them
down could have helped I'd have done it . ]
anyhow good sir, I look forward to what comes next
shine on man
dunno about the philosophy of the first line but it makes for a good hook. I think the meat and potatoes of ithe write is solid enough, there's no stanza that stands out as weak or surplus.
"I think we got it wrong brother" that's a helluvan admission to accept in private let alone jot down, hat tip
I'll not mention the ammount of I's because I'm glad they slipped through the net
I find it hard to make suggestions on your work because you cover all your bases, this one is no exception.
[ I found the first couple of weeks sobriety to unleash a flood of thoughts and emotions that had been supressed by substances, had I known at the time jotting them
down could have helped I'd have done it . ]
anyhow good sir, I look forward to what comes next
shine on man
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re: Re: dry land bad poetry
24th Feb 2014 2:07am
Eamon...mate...agreed on the first line...just kinda john-wayneing my way in to the piece :-)
As for the rest, fuck knows, but been working up to this for a while, and still find myself knocked flat by all the shit I didn't see coming....
Good man E.
h.
As for the rest, fuck knows, but been working up to this for a while, and still find myself knocked flat by all the shit I didn't see coming....
Good man E.
h.
Re: dry land bad poetry
24th Feb 2014 1:46am
This is why I'm so glad you're back here hemi ... You tell about the grit in life like few here do ... stay strong brother
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re: Re: dry land bad poetry
24th Feb 2014 2:08am
Cheers L...maybe I tell it this way cos I'm better at making fuck-ups worth mentioning...doesn't feel like something worth wanting, if that's a talent :-)
Good on you for feeling a bit of a life in here man.
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Good on you for feeling a bit of a life in here man.
hh
Re: dry land bad poetry
24th Feb 2014 5:48am
Just because it's hard to do doesn't mean it's not what you need... You're not afraid of hard work, hemi. Drink the ink instead, we'll toast you in that... Well done on both.
(You'll get some wicked writing through this, heh. That should tempt you...)
(You'll get some wicked writing through this, heh. That should tempt you...)
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re: Re: dry land bad poetry
24th Feb 2014 6:39am
A my dear...good on you and your silver linings...where were you when the balloons went flat? :-)
As for the rest, yes, more 'poetry' to come...
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As for the rest, yes, more 'poetry' to come...
hh
Re: dry land bad poetry
24th Feb 2014 5:53am
drunk or sober, the future still looks bleak, maybe. so it's easier to take if it's blurred. keep on striving, man, there's enough bad poetry around...
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re: Re: dry land bad poetry
24th Feb 2014 6:40am
Well...maybe right now anyway :-)
I'll let you know either way mate.
You've been swinging through my way a while now, and I appreciate it.
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I'll let you know either way mate.
You've been swinging through my way a while now, and I appreciate it.
hh
Re: dry land bad poetry
24th Feb 2014 8:50am
New to DU and discovering your words. When honesty flows like this it's infectious. Will explore more for sure!
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re: Re: dry land bad poetry
24th Feb 2014 8:45pm
Re: dry land bad poetry
24th Feb 2014 1:48pm
yup, mr harden the fuck up is taking his own advice... good to hear man - best of luck (that phrase is not meant as lightly as it appears, I just know how complicated and personal this "situation" can be...good luck!)
I agree w Craic, in that
"I think we got it wrong brother" is a powerful admission - and the explaining of that voice works well... may it stay sane
I don't think the spoken part, "mate,......", is needed. the rest of the thing is so internal that the outside commentary seems unnecessary to me...."after one too many quiet talks from people who give a shit" I think it would end fine here, and make that line more powerful...the communication isn't lost - we still know liquor is the issue, but the quiet talks from people who give a shit, I think is more telling than the specifics of what they said.....silly thing, and I like the write a lot. you just aren't gonna lose your edge and the clarity that you have is only gonna get clearer. doesn't seem quite fair... any how mazel tov!
I agree w Craic, in that
"I think we got it wrong brother" is a powerful admission - and the explaining of that voice works well... may it stay sane
I don't think the spoken part, "mate,......", is needed. the rest of the thing is so internal that the outside commentary seems unnecessary to me...."after one too many quiet talks from people who give a shit" I think it would end fine here, and make that line more powerful...the communication isn't lost - we still know liquor is the issue, but the quiet talks from people who give a shit, I think is more telling than the specifics of what they said.....silly thing, and I like the write a lot. you just aren't gonna lose your edge and the clarity that you have is only gonna get clearer. doesn't seem quite fair... any how mazel tov!
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re: Re: dry land bad poetry
24th Feb 2014 8:47pm
Lb, I like your thinking, and have killed the line. It did seem redundant once you had shone the redundometer upon it....good on you man :-)
As for the rest, and luck and all those tunes...it's really as simple as not drinking, and I can not do stuff with the best of them :-)
Cheers Lb, for swinging through for word-love...
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As for the rest, and luck and all those tunes...it's really as simple as not drinking, and I can not do stuff with the best of them :-)
Cheers Lb, for swinging through for word-love...
hh
Re: dry land bad poetry
24th Feb 2014 2:27pm
Oh dear fuck me god. If this is proof that you exist i am now a believer. there is nothing in the world of words that could fucj with what i wish could be said. fuck you! single handly took me to a place that has had a reserved seat collecting dust. although i may never sit in it. today is the closest ive ever been to feeling the discomfort of confronting my own demon. fuck me again liquor i crave to be caged. bows sir. wow. and if this is bad poetry.. liquor doesnt exist. salute hemi
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re: Re: dry land bad poetry
24th Feb 2014 8:52pm
D my dear...wondered if you were reading in this house, or saving yourself for that deathproof arsehole :-) Pleased to see you swinging though and feeling enough to get fired up my dear :-)
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