Big brother, Small Tears

          |Big Brother, Small Tears|
Drowns his self with liquor
Hoping he will get better
Wishing he was there for her
But the pain wasn't just going away
Couldn't quite move on
Kept on holding on
Just wished he was there to encourage her to be stronger
Reminiscing on the memories he had spent with his little sister
Oh how he hated her absence
Loved it when he was in her presence
How optimistic she was
Oh how negative he was
Little did he know on the inside of her
Of how depressed she was
How can a person smile on the outside but is broken on the inside?
As he collides his self onto the bed
Trying to erase that memory out of his head
Weeps, & screams
Just because he felt guilty...
Why did his own sister committed suicide?
Only if he was there for her
- Mani Blue