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Lonely Thinker

Is it wrong to feel alone in a world full of misconception?
Minds hidden under barriers receiving no reception
Is it wrong to think the way I think, if no one thinks the same?
Is it my hard childhood, or my struggling lifestyle to blame?
The sad part is, no one wants to understand, even though they pretend
Listening to me express my deepest thoughts, probably wishing my talking would end

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I wonder a lot, so much so that to wonder has become second hand
I forget that I'm thinking, losing track of time and plans
I travel to distant universes, and forget to return
So lost in thought, that staring at the sun wouldn't burn

& I have no one to share these journeys with, no travel companion

No limitless thinkers, no unbound minds
So I'm losing mine & losing track of time
Pain is only a reminder that I'm alive
Fear of failure is what gives me drive
Lust is the only feeling I have left
But, what is love if it's just one night stands full of regret

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Hmmm...

It's crazy to think that a decade from now, I'll be a whole new me
So why are the roads ahead so difficult to see?
I could express my free thoughts in this piece,
But not even that would bring me peace

I'm just a lonely thinker
Driving a car with no lights or blinkers