admitting is hard but forgetting is impossible

Love someone else
Does it look like I give a fuck
Of course I do
Your an idiot if you think I don't
I'm sick and tired already
Thinking I have to worry
It is not about trust
Or giving us a chance
But when you say you wanna have sex
Or even be with anyone else
It hurts I don't care
I'll admit it
And then you say you were joking
But how can joke about it
I guess we just aren't suppose to be that couple
That couple that is as happy
As they want to be
But for some reason
I continue to love you