I Forget

I forget the feeling of a lovers real kiss
I forget the main reason, the point to all of this
I forget why I even want this so very bad
I forget and I don't know why I'm feeling so mad
Tears will fall if I actually knew the reason why
People always leave the beast and make her cry
So I wait patiently for him to have a reason to leave
For my issues to become one of his pet peeves
I know he loves me but for how long?
And I know he belongs with me but is this faith wrong?
We've never met in real life
And that is now cutting like a knife
but then i remember and it's worth the pain
for you can't have a rainbow without a little rain