What do you think?

People all around seem to just look and gawk at me thinking in their head " Who the fuck does he think he is!?!?" I'm a person that can't seem to escape his past, the person who can hear the voices telling him to kill, the one who can't understand. People all over keep asking me "Why the fuck are you still alive!!!" Funny I'm still wondering the same, you motherfuckers trying to telling me to kill myself but I try not to listen to yall. I'm trying to live my life even if I really am fucken cursed with this shitty fate. I'm living for all those fuckers that said I aint gonna be no one and for those that can live with the fact that I'm a madafucking monster. And when I look at myself I wonder what the hell do you madafucking think but hey I'm gonna ask you the question "What do you think?"