Dying Today

I’m dying inside Can anyone hear?
Screaming in silence and trembling with fear.
Lonely and lost I can’t find my way
Staring through my dead eyes saying I am ok.
But I’m far from alright, as far as can be.
Suffering and darkness Is all I can see.
Shivering and cold I sit here and cry,
Wanting and waiting to lie down and die.
It's the only escape from this mental hell.
No other solution that I can tell.
Racking my brain for some other way,
But sorry, I failed, I’m dying today.