Which Road?

In your hands is that transformational decision
the way you go will seal my fate
set a path towards the atmosphere of love making
or sealed in a platonic state?
Carnality all one sided
with me adoring every view
or is reciprocity an option
your meaning not to be misconstrued

One variation literally has me in those hands
as I sigh with your tender caress
my resolve not strong in the hour
pardon me if I seem to be in distress
This image has been a late night visitor
fueled by the knowledge you are an eligible lass
constrained by a modicum of decency
even in lust's chain trying hard not to be crass

The other variation rebukes my creative impulses
or at least refocuses so you are more at ease
so that even if just a fantasy
not spoken that you are the one to please
Corridor is a narrow focus
and I can limit my immature designs
imagination not describing you risque
sensual arousal left all behind

So to the lady featured in dreams and adventures
in your hands are the paths I can take
either provides more variety of travels
but only one leaves me in your wake
Can I write safe in the knowledge
you aren't bothered in the suggestive thoughts I share
or should I put a brake on my leanings
or even rescind what I previously did share?