My life, by me

I have more convictions than courage,more problems than solutions. Inside my head theres a marriage, of blissful beginings n cold conclusions. Inside me vice meets versa,ying n yang aint opposite but together. Together like poetry n my soul,a duo like Bonnie n Clyde-just outta control. Im da best of both worlds and da worst at it all. But this is my rise, I survived my fall...Keep your eyes on me, Im finally free...this is my life...by me.
My whole life so far I've been gining up on things, how can I touch the sky when I keep clipping my own wings. Everyday the world is lit up because of it's son, my world too, when I had my son. I can't believe I completely lost sight, of my son, my light, the only thing I did right. Now I wander in my darkness and I'm all alone, this is a world I created all on my own. Thank GOD it's not too late to correct my mistake. I want my light back let it be known, I'm gonna fight for it till the skin's off my bone. I'm gonna stop giving up, no more clipping my wings. I'm gonna fight for my light and all the joy that it brings. I'm gonna keep getting up before the count of 3, no more giving up I want the VICTORY! I'm finally taking charge and now telling my own story. Pay attention, listen closely...to my life...by me
I don't have any friends, cz friends come and go. I've lost my trust factor and I'm not just saying so. I believe that I have people, people who think and call themselves my friends. I believe that those people know people who say that their my friends. But their not my friends because I also believe that fear is just as powerful as love. Because the moment something scary happens, my "so called friends" all disappear! I have people, and I have family...I have no friends. I have brothers by blood, and brothers by bond, sisters with fathers not my own, but I call them family. Fear doesn't dwell among us, we are family! Just another in my life, by me...