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Feeling so isolated In this life
World filled with people
Yet Alone to battle the fight
So much hate,
All the wasted dedication
I've gone left more times than right
Wishing,praying just hoping
I'm gonna understand all this heartache
Opened my eyes, finding better ways with coping
Nothing was filling in my head cept lies
No more darkness ripping threw
Gonna find the light
Years and years; I just gotta make it there
Where's this rainbow?
Hasn't this storm gone on for too long?
Never mind I'll build the umbrella and shelter us from it
This time Mommy's not gonna break
I'll be my own knight, my own hero if you must
Fuck these illusions, the things that've been said
All I've found is this lonely lust
Ridding myself of these toxic people
No one left to trust
Forcing myself stronger
Each an everyday just gotta work harder
I have given up; just the fairytales
No longer waiting for my happy ending
Things will be true when I finally am
True to me like I was to you
No more year wasting
Tear tasting bullshit
It's threw.
I know exactly what I am to you.